Left Alone

everything seems different now
nothing is the way it used to be
i feel as though i'm weaker
lost inside my own reality
i wish that i could tell you
the things that have been going through my mind
but you're heading for the future
and i can't go because i've been left behind
and i guess that it's all over now
i blew my chance and i feel left alone
so where am i to go from here
what am i supposed to do all by myself
you said you didn't care anymore
i can't get those words outta my head
you pretend that you don't know me
but deep down you remember what i said
so i ask myself one question
should i go on and leave my past behind
this pain inside is killing me
this pain inside is tearing me apart
and sometimes
i just wish i never met you
but then i realize
without you i could never see another day
as everyday goes by
i am thankful for all that you have given me
i'm sorry for mistreating you
i just needed time to get back on my feet
so you can take these feelings
you can take everything that belongs to me
the only thing i ask of you
let me keep these memories