Disorder

Intrusive thoughts begin
The conflict emanates
I try to doubt them
But with strength they overweigh
Cycle in motion
Consternation sets the stage
Can't trust my logic
Peace of mind mutates to rage

Detonate, decimate
Burning in the mind
Dominate, devastate
Until the end of time
Marauder

Contemplate, disseminate
Sickness making me blind
Mediate and tolerate
The madness left behind
Disorder

Mind in disarray

Repeating falsehoods
That persuade me to obey
A maze of shame
That I can leave but I must stay
Impervious souls
Eternally struggle to perceive
Immortal judgement
It refuses to leave

Detonate
Decimate
Dominate
Devastate
What I once thought
No longer relevant, replaced

Can't uphold my fate
Horrors lie in wait
Is this how I feel?
Too right to not be real
Real
It can't be real

Detonate, decimate
Burning in the mind
Dominate, devastate
Until the end of time
Marauder

Contemplate, disseminate
Sickness making me blind
Mediate and tolerate
The madness left behind
Disorder

Mind in disarray

What I once thought
No longer relevant, replaced