X-Mess

Lyrics for "X-Mess"
I'm so sorry
What was I thinking?
I must have been drunk
without drinking
To believe
that we could maintain
A relationship
built on past strain.

But I know now
we were both wrong
Realized it
before too long.
Start in summer
end in winter
shortly after
X-Mess dinner.

The gift we gave was heartbreak.
Our second chance at mistakes.
No need to be so sorry.
It was both our folly

What once had failed
Seemed so much better
under bright sunny
spring weather.
But then raining
turned to pouring
You then found this
old man boring.

Autumn leaves
now crackling under,
Your warmth left me
with the summer.
Who would have thought
that our small mess
would have ended
right on Christmas.

The gift we gave was heartbreak.
Our second chance at mistakes.
No need to be so sorry.
'Tis the season to be jolly.

I can't believe it
You can't deny it
We were so stupid
Why did we try it?
If I could build it,
You could destroy it.
If I disarmed,
you still could deploy it.

What was the point
and what were we proving?
No one was wining,
both of us losing.
Why did we regress
under such distress
I ruined Christmas
with my new X-Mess

The gift we gave was heartbreak.
Our second chance at mistakes.
No need to be so sorry.
'Tis the season to be jolly.