I Wonder If I Care As Much

I wonder if I care as much as I did before

Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day
And wondered why I had to pay

Tears that I had shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more

I wonder if I care as much as I did before

My pride is meant to say forgive
And take the blame for what you did
It's your mistakes I'm thinking of
I wonder if I'm still in love

My heart can thrive on misery
My life it has no destiny
When things get more than I can bear
I ask myself, do I still care

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before