Spending my time

it ain´t the way you look at me
not the gestures in your face
it´s all about the things you say
the way you emphasize your words
especially those attached with questionmarks
considering my life
why lie
about the way that i feel in these situations
but how can i
react when i feel insecure about me
i can´t conceal a certain depression worming into my confidence
but i´ll pretend not to be fazed
i´m spending my time trying to find what I´m looking for
i´m spending my time
why lie
about the way that i feel in these situations
but how can i
react when you overreact in my eyes
i can´t conceal that i turn numb every time you promt me
but still i try not to be fazed
through everything and everyone
through everything and everyone
i start considering all my output being a flimsy excuse
And i start considering stupid values being important for my life
through everything and everyone
through everything and everyone
through everything and everyone
through everything
i´m spending my time trying to find what i´m looking for
i´m spending my time finding out how to get there