Before

So here we going ending up the same
The same as yesterday
Angest fills me deep inside
Wanting to apologize
I come up with another lie
As you start to cry

Fear all your words of hate
I realize it's too late
I want you in my arms
But all I do is harm

And it tears me apart
Because I know

Though I sometimes see in your eyes
What I once saw
I know it never will be like before

How can we be so cruel
Living by the rule
An eye for an eye
Why does it have to be like that we are
Ending every chat
With yet another fight
Even more derision as we go to bed
Waiting for the next day
To arrive with all the pain
And deliver our last dawn