Sigh

it's coming back
it's another day in my own vague world
let me bleed into you
let me breathe, let me see through you
it stays the same, keep your brain and you won't be fucked again
that quiet sad music of humanity sleeps with me everyday
like an old childish prayer it's the gorge in which you fall
it's what keeps my back to the wall

it's my suppurative summer
that keeps my feet down on the ground

why
why do you keep my sun away
it's just another rainy day
fight
fight the fog and keep me warm
until my hope is ...

this isn?t good
this isn?t wise, i?m squirming in your ties
lost like a fragile ship
out on the raging sea, it's all too bad
so i change my clothes, change my ways, as the days are getting warmer
still my own coldness remains constant
i?d rather stay asleep next to all i could keep
it's the coma in which you fall, it's what keeps my back to the wall

it's my suppurative summer
that keeps my feet down on the ground

why
why do you keep my sun away
it's just another rainy day
fight
fight the fog and keep me warm
until my hope is born
again

beloved idiocy
come and see
what?s in store for me
and leave me be