Breathe

I Feel shadows creeping across my face
The lies that you told me smack me again,
All of the shame, you gave to me,
It all melts away, when you go away.....
As long as your near me, I cant breathe,
As long as you obey me I cant be.. Again.
I Dont think you see the pain in me, not yet....
you cant hear me screaming for sanity to come back to me,
Do you think you know pain?
It lives in me, everyday untill your gone.
All of my demons, stir in me, again, Leaving me gasping for reason, begging for forgiveness untill all of the guilt inside runs for you again....
Why is it everyday that I feel the pain?
As long as your near me I cant breathe
as long as you obey me, I bleed, within,
driving me under again,,,,
as long as you are here I cant see,
Theres only darkness as you drink the life from me again.
I dont want to feel you in me again,
I dont remember how to feel like i once did,
KEEP THE FUCK AWAY!!!!