How You Make Me Hate

I don't care anymore if you want me to beg
That's all you ever want
That's all you care
I don't feel anymore like I used to feel
You hold my hand again
A fucking waste
I don't want you to be like you used to be
That's all I ever hate
That's all I hate
I don't care anymore if you want me to beg
How you make me hate
I wish you'd die tonight

I don't care anymore if you want me to break
That's all you ever want
That's all you like
I don't scream anymore like I used to scream
I strike you dead again
I strike you hard
I don't want you to be like you used to be
That's all I ever hate
That's all I hate
I don't care anymore if you want me to break
I hope you suffocate
You make me sick

Do you want me to beg on my knees?
You'll get all of me
Shake, shake, shake
All of me
Do you want me to scream and deceive?
Well, I could never say no
Just never, no, never say no
Never say no

All I ever wanted was you
You pushed me down
Oh, it never seemed cruel
But don't you know what I've been going through?
And my mind explodes when I think of you

So let's push everything away
I'll smash you up until you break
I'll smash you up until you faint
Oh, this is how you make me hate
All that I ever want
To cut you up until it pours
And drop the salt into your sores
Until you're dead

Do you want me to beg on my knees?
You'll get all of me
Shake, shake, shake
All of me
Do you want me to scream and deceive?
Well, I could never say no
Just never, no, never say no
I never said no

And all I ever wanted
And all I cared
And all I ever hoped
And all I said
And all I ever tried
To push you down again
And hold you there
Until no breath or sound is heard