Confusion

Today I saw you dancing
Saw you dancing in the rain
Like a child so pure and happy
I imagined the way you sang
In your eyes I met the innocence
Of a little sleeping girl
A doll in her hand
And your face in the crowd
Is as beautiful as snow

I remember the day I saw you
Saw you dancing in the rain
Now today I see you drowning
In your growth without the pain
Talking about the lies
When you laughed
You looked so pale
And the doll in your hand burst open
And the blood colors the snow