Hunting Season

I won't lie
It seems I stood
Disappointment's catching up with me this time
I'll vow, and I'll succeed
I'm too ashamed to look into my fathers eyes

I , what have I become

'Cause everything I ever wanted
Inside of me is proving real tonight
I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want
All the very things I pushed my friends aside
I need them now, I need them now
And I'm afraid it's all for nothing

Oh why do I
It's hard to see
An advantage to see and everything's just fine
Yet I see inside of me
It's like I'm seeing wasn't careful the first time

'Cause everything I ever wanted
Inside of me is proving real tonight
I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want
All the very things I pushed my friends aside
I need them now, I need them now
And I'm afraid it's all for nothing

All I see
Is let down faces
Looking back at me

'Cause everything I ever wanted
All the lies I ever told
And promises and hard time breaking card
But I feel them now
I'm afraid it's all for nothing