My Own Disaster

Summer days of yesterday went by my face
I knew it was coming all too soon
Now I lay with my heart in disarray
You left it all back in those old days of school

If it is all to keep.. surely you won't be needing me
Putting it all in my face.. I'll take it in silently
Throw it all back down, I won't settle for this easily
You've welcomed me to my own disaster...

You've left me broken here.

Like the fall, summer's leaving it's mark on me
Falling leaves of red blood run from my eyes
Your mistakes exploit themselves on the weak
A passing time that never seems to pass me by.
I won't take anymore of what you're making me
Can't you understand all the misery I'm going through?
Why can't you just fuck off and let me be?
You keep inviting me to my own disaster...

Come here and help me...
You stabbed me, but please, I can't stand up
Just put this all away, let's start over again
I'm lying broken, bleeding, and all torn up
I can feel the anger welling up inside of me
Take a step closer, not far now
Here comes the nightmare that you've never seen
The nightmare horror that you've made of meee...

If it is all to keep.. surely you won't be needing me!
Putting it all in my face.. I won't take it silently!
Throw it all back down, I won't settle for this easily..
unh....You've welcomed me to my own disaster!!!

My own disaster!
My own disaster!
My own disaster!

You've left me broken here....