Mixed Emotions

So it's all comin' down to this
You wanna know where my heart is
You've been trying long enough
Should you try again, should you just give up?
Baby, that's a loaded question is it?
A conversation you wanna get in with?
'Cause I don't got a simple yes or no
Let me show you how a day in my brain goes

First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinking, I'm floating
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy chokin' on my mixed emotions

Pull you in, then I pull away
I can breathe then I'm suffocating
Maybe we're better off as friends
Then we're passing secrets with our eyes again
Baby, know you're getting 10 girls in 1 (10 girls in 1)
Are you sure that you want 10 girls in 1? (10 girls in 1)
A little bit of everything is my MO
Let me show you how a day in my brain goes

First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinking, I'm floating
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy chokin' on my mixed emotions

Hey, hey, hey, don't move on from me yet
'Cause I think you could be it
But I'm freaked out and I'm not sure, but I'm so sure

First I'm happy that you called
Then I'm scared, what if I really fall?
And I wonder if we should even talk at all
I'm guarded, I'm open, I'm sinking, I'm floating
Part of me knows it's real
Another part's too in my head to deal with it
Wish I could just tell you how I feel
But I'm too busy chokin' on my mixed emotions