Make Yourself Sick

We drove through the past like the day we drove in
Sitting in the back of the Tahoe waiting
Headed east to Spokane
I could tell you it was nerves
But my thoughts always get there first
You always know the worst

We hurt ourselves in the simplest of ways
Running towards the truth that we never want to face
I wish I could forget every single place that brought me to my knees
But it wouldn't be me
I wouldn't be here

My body shook and felt like it'd tear itself apart
As I layed there watching all the passing cars
You can't disguise mistakes
Will the voice fade that got you here where you are?
The walls you've built can't protect your heart
Can't protect your heart
Can't protect your heart

We hurt ourselves in the simplest of ways
Running towards the truth that we never want to face
I wish I could forget every single place that brought me to my knees
But it wouldn't be me
I wouldn't be here
The water here tastes nothing like back home
And it's beautiful out here all alone
But it feels as if there's hope and disappointment
With every mile that passes by
And I'm still wondering if I

We hurt ourselves in the simplest of ways
Running towards the truth that we never want to face
I wish I could forget every single place that brought me to my knees
My knees
Brought me to my knees