I D Lost It

This is the most expensive crime,
what you can do to my own feelings.
What have I done to you?
It's because of your own fucking dope
so I think I lost my only hope to be your friend
because you are insane.
Feeling I think I have lost it, lost it,
Siting in a damn behind and waste my time.
stop wright now that's your last border,
No one else can stop your murder.
It is just a remind on almost lost fight,
about your life and wasted time
spend through your veins,
another chance that you were looking for
to get a friend but you were hanging in a bar
so it slipped away.
Feeling I think I have lost it, lost it,
Sitting in a damn behind and waste my time.
Feeling I think I'm drowning, drowning,
dying in a place of love which I have trusted,
because I have lost. I was begging, you were dreaming about the faults.