Never Ever Say Never

I never said enough
I could never ever not invest that much
I'll never show the real me because I'll burden my family,
And no I didn't find out until kissed my daughters lips
Oh what foreign kiss
Steel train is this the real me? Is it a sure thing?
You caught up with me 26 years later
You bandit tragic habits
You tie me to the tracks and I felt every goddamn cabin
I felt my youth rebellion
How many bricks in this wall?
And do I have to own the all?
Too many pills to count them all
And the dr. won't take my calls
Overwhelmed with all the things under my belt
Sound it out, I see the signs point to the ground
I'm fucking sick of the fear
I've paid its toll, I'm as broke as I was before