Painkiller

I see the smoke from the gun
well it looks like I did it again
put my love on the run
another one bites the dust
Hey, hey, it's always gonna end this way, way
I guess I'm never gonna change, change
but that's okay I gotta pick me up when I self
destruct
He's my fix when I feel like this
he's my killer, painkiller baby
perfect drug when I screw up love
he's my killer, painkiller baby
so hey what difference does it make
if I make a mistake
I'm addicted to the cure
when I need to be saved
he's my killer, painkiller
Yeah I might seem kinda sick
I look forward to falling apart
and I'm not gonna quit
he's a habit I don't wanna kick
Hey, hey, I keep pushing love away, way
I can't resist a little taste, taste
but that's okay, I wanna stay hooked cuz
it feels so good
sometimes I think he's just no good
should give him up, it's so messed up
or maybe this is just what they call love
love love