All I Ever Had

i screwed it up again
tired of shifting blame
what i meant to say
was i don't know
no

i got what i deserve
these injuries will serve
a reminder that i screwed it up
again
again

i look out behind me
and it's all i ever had
what's that behind me
yeah it's all i ever had

i'm ok with time
it's no-one's fault but mine
could someone tattoo "loser"
up my spine

imbalance (balance) is restored
no more points to score
all arguments were flawed
i never had a point at all

i look out behind me
and it's all i ever had
what's that behind me
yeah it's all i ever had

i got what i deserve
these injuries will serve
a reminder that i screwed it up
again
again

i look out behind me
and it's all i ever had
what's that behind me
yeah it's all i ever had

(shut me up
got what's mine
can't complain
not this time
stupid words
so small
do i ever
think at all
never said
what i mean
easy roads
never seen
got what's mine
there's no pain
screwed it up
once again)