Neither Here Nor Missed

Since I had been the one like this
And now you were neither here nor missed
It's the same thing it's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I need to face
When you lie
And you fucking steal and fucking cheat and lie
No it's not the same and don't you ever try
Don't know what it's like to fucking be alive
All the time
The times have not been kind I see
And so you will take it out on me
Never ending is the way it starts to seem
And your actions are what's killing all my dreams
When you lie
And you fucking steal and fucking cheat and lie
No it's not the same and don't you ever try
Don't know what it's like to fucking be alive
All the time
It's a chance I must take
And it's my mistake to make
Through what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
If I had been the one like this
And now you were neither her nor missed
It's the same thing
It's that same hurt every day
And without it, there's no stress I know I'll face
When you lie
When you lie
It's a chance I must take
And it's my mistake to make
Though what's real and what is fake
I now see the rules I have to break
When you lie
When you lie