Dying

a light that turns to black,
a violent heart attack,
a straw without a hole,
a child without a soul.

dying (sinking down)
dying (lost and found)
dying (turning blue)
dying (return to you)

slit my dirty throat,
laughing as i choke,
grab the skin and tear,
there's nothing to spare.

can you see me on the floor.?
can you see me beg for more.?
isolation paves the way....
my soul is shunned far away.