giant hands

you'll never be
free from me
you're far too nice
your heart is twice
the size and breath of mine
you won't be here forever
but right now I'm what you need
there's not one for everyone
but this is the closest you'll ever be

it scared you how tightly I was holding
it scared you to let go
you never told me I was pretty
you just drove the wrong way home

dripping halls
cells resolve
we will never be friends
no matter for
rays skin and pores
you know more than you pretend
if ever said
crowd splayed and spent
love is fear under a veil
giant hands
on water dams
we will never be friends

it scared you how tightly I was holding
it scared you to let go
you never told me I was pretty
you just drove the wrong way home
it scared you how tightly I was holding
it scared you to let go
you never thought that I was ready
you just ---- to make me whole

don't give up on me
(we will never be friends)
your eyes are here for now
(you will never see our end)