Frustration, Failure, And All Points In Between

Staring out my window, I've trapped myself inside
Turned myself off from the world, from the people passing by

(prechorus)
If you were me, then you'ld see what I feel firsthand
But just like me, what you see you'll never fucking understand

(chorus)
I sit chain-smoking cigarettes watching my goldfish die
Just another reminder of how everything I touch seems to turn to shit
I have so many scars but they're hidden, they're for my eyes only
But maybe if you're lucky I'll show you the ones that you gave me

I realize that it's probably time to clear my mind and get you out of my head
But it's so tough to move on with your life when you can even get out of bed