Apology Not Fucking Accepted

To forget what you said,
I'll need a good dose of magic,
a helping of medicine and a breaking of habits.
But it's not just what you said;
it's how the words danced all across your head.
Maybe this is all none of my concern, but I can't sleep already.
I can't wrap my head around your circumstances,
but I can't sleep already.

I'm so mad I can't fucking see straight.