Trying

I can't remember the last time I felt this bad. And I didn't mean to throw it all away. I wanted to leave, but knew that I should stay. It's the day after and I'm feeling sorry for myself. Now I know the problem, and I'm going to have to face it one day. Turn around it's in my eyes. I'm going to try. I can't remember the last time I felt this mad. I can't believe I'm acting out this way. What was I thinking? I let you push me away. Let's stop moving backwards and start running faster. Forget the past when we broke down and start building us back up now