Dream Wax

I wanna find another life
somewhere I cannot be criticized
for how I like to spend my time

I need to be another me
someone warm and friendly
what an absolutely great life that would be

I try to stay a childish way
but the hours in the day
prevent me from tying my shoes and going out to play

I refuse to tell a holy spell
that'll make me feel well
when i end my life and realize
i'm going to hell