Not A Social Kinda Guy

It's hard to explain hoe I felt:
equal to no one,the boy in the back
not an easy child,not in the game
being marginalized,put aside
fukin' thugs treating me bad
(you) the bully=the first
(me) the loser=the last
you know wonder why I hate you so much
growing up as a geek,I'll have my revenge!

wimp! loser! asshole!
call me what you want!
i don't need your appreciation!
rather stay alone!

if I hate you,it's only your fault
your ignorance,your blindness made me what I am
finding a shelter in underground scum
finding comforts in my own efforts
screaming in your face that I'm different from you
and a lot of kids are screaming the same
but I still feel so alone and put aside
definetely,I'm not a "social kinda guy"!