Up The Stream

Last night I went out again
Sometimes I think I don't like anything
I try lord I try
Just don't seem to get it right
Sometimes it feels like
I never made a decision in my life
I'm living in a luxury
Some else afforded me
I want a big blue sky
In a clear wide [?]
But I keep swimming up the stream
It's you and be bay be
Out here on our own
What are we going to do
Country sitter
Hose of home
Got it make it up somehow
I keep on swimming
Up the stream