Blaring Out

Tell me that it's okay
To want to be more than I am
You see I'm just a junkie
For the world to see how bad I've been

And what if it's just right to me now
It doesn't take a lot to figure out
What in the world am I supposed to know by now

Even if it's all erased
And I'm never gonna be saved
I want it blaring out in front of me

Tell you why it's okay to be this way
I'll try to explain
You say it's just a bad phase that I must be in
And you're wrong again
What if it's the way I wanna stay
Shouldn't take the bullshit out of me
What in the world am I supposed to try and be

Even if it's all erased
And I'm never gonna be saved
I want it blaring out in front of me

Even if it's all a waste
I'm never gonna walk beside
I want it blaring out in front of me

It's better than TV
More than anyone can take away
It'll never be the same for me
It isn't just a phase I'm in
It's better than a big screen
More than anyone can explain
It'll never be the same
This is more than just a game

And what if it's just right to me now
It doesn't take a lot to figure out
What in the world am I supposed to know by now

Even if it's all a waste
And I'm never gonna be saved
I want it blaring out in front of me

I want it blaring out in front of me
I want it blaring out in front of me