Thought I Had It Right

So I knock you down,
To keep you around
I push so hard to give in
To try and pretend
Laid off you with nothing

But I can try and try
Till the end I try
I'll try to keep it all the time
And I, I thought I had it
I thought I had it right
Trying so hard to pretend
This time I thought I had it right
Trying so hard to pretend
This time I thought I had it right

You make it so hard
To tell the difference between this and reality
I feel so out of my head
Now but I can pretend

But I can try and try
Till the end I try
I'll try to keep it all the time
And I, I thought I had it
I thought I had it right
Trying so hard to pretend
This time I thought I had it right
Trying so hard to pretend
This time I thought I had it right