No Walk in the Park

The sun is shining outside
But deep within I only
Feel the dark
Believe me this is
No walk in the park

I wish I could be the person
That I used to be, but this
Pain leaves me no ability
To be free

Oh I wish the closest to me
Understood

It's hard to force myself
To get up everyday
To feel good,

But it's not my fault I promise
I wasn't like this before
It's this damn pressure inside of my head
That's left me with no more.