Dope

I use to keep my memories in a box
I’d take them out once to think about what I lost
Then the fire took them all away

I try hard everyday
To keep pulling up your face
But slowly time started to erase you

I’ve been searching for a while now
Trying just to find out how to cope
But I just go back to dope
I’ve been hurting for some time now
Trying just to find out how to cope
But I just go back to dope

Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope

I tried not caring at all for a week
But that didn’t work out so well for me
I thought my thick skin was thicker (thicker, thicker, thicker)

Leaving the door open everyday
Checking the phone but it never ever rings
Letting go was never easy for me

I’ve been searching for a while now
Trying just to find out how to cope
But I just go back to dope
I’ve been hurting for some time now
Trying just to find out how to cope
But I just go back to dope

Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope

You could be my dealer
I’ll call you my healer baby
Come be my supplier
I need dope

Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope
Do-do-dope
But I just go back to dope

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope (but I just go back to dope)

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-dope (but I just go back to dope)