You'll Hold This Single Note

Ive been unstable
Ive been unpredictable
Ive been deranged like this for years
Im running short on sympathetic tears
If my minds flawed, so is Your design
Youd think this hurt would heal with time
But all Ive felt is pain
Its self-inflicted, I feel it every day
Well one day it will subside
I am Yours
And You are waiting for me
To be the one who stole the thought
That You created me to knock down
All the walls theyve built to hide
The truth from everyone outside
And youd replace these bricks with hope
If humanity could hold the note
Youll hold this single note for hours
Sounds like the rain stopped
Tide has rolled back to sea
And now weve finally found dry land
We can embrace this sun and sand
Weve hammered out our worst mistakes
Theres still a chance that well still break
Were just as fragile as the day
We saw the first light, turned away
Now Im staring into it
Ive been so somber, so stoic
So silently, slowly
Secluded, sedated, so swiftly surrounded
By spirits, theyre steering
Your soul off the straight road
I wish I could sustain a single note like You