Hold My Tongue

Bite my lip,
I dont want to do it for myself anymore,
I cant hold my breathe with weighted tears,
Anymore,
I cant hold in what I think is feelings for you,
Bite my lip, I cant do it for myself
Bite my tongue, Passion filled remorse.
I cant begin to mutter the things I want to say to you
You can do nothing but sit there and smile
and say things like;
"maybe we can be together"
but then 'someday' waters down the meaning
And I am forced to sit alone
My head is buried in my hands
Can you bite my tongue?
Can You?
Do you realize what you meant?
I meant it as the nicest thing.
You said that it was forever and I said that it wouldnt be.
Recollections and premonitions help me nothing now.
As I lay down on my hard bed and put my hand on my heart.
As cold as the other side of the pillow i weep my tears.
Noone hears me but that shattered part,
singing to the paper on my walls.