Blindness

Wrapped in the pain that you gave to me
I got lost inside the maze of my memory
Deep in my heart I die without cease
For my lover ran away to find release
And if I had to do it again
Would I make it right
And if I had to lose it again
Would I hold you tight
Forgive me I was blind
To the world outside
I was unkind
To the world outside of me
Feed me the right words dead to the world
For days on end I cried for my little girl
Scattered my ashes all over the sea
Curled up in the debris you left of me
And if I had to do it again
Would it turn out fine
And if I had to lose it again
Would I call you mine
To dream of a world made for me and you
Was such a lovely thing to do