Waiting Contradictions

I lie here in the dark
You just left but I want you to stay
But I don't want you to stay
Waiting to hear your voice on the line

Waiting for the phone to ring
Waiting for your voice
Can I give up my pride, my fear
End this selfish game

Half an hour later nothing's happened
But hope trembling still waits
I could call, I would call
But I did that yesterday

You say that you love me, I say I love you
I'm drowning
Eye to eye my soul cries
Heart waiting to pour out

I see you every day
So why has conversation stopped
I see you every day
But something's changed

Morning light, you know me
But sometimes I wonder
I guess love's not so easy
After all