My Lucky Year

this year, is not my lucky year,
love and relationships, washed away to nothing.
washed up, like my life and dreams.
gave it all up just to hear her scream,
"fuck you"
she told me she wants me to goto heaven,
when she already made my life a living hell
i feel, it cant get any worse than this.
i know, it cant get any worse than this.
i sense the earth is crumbling.
crumbling like my life.
like the link broken relationship,
i used to live in.
my life is a dream i keep dreaming.
i keep thinking about the time i thought,
about my life. i thought, about my life.