This Hell In Pardise

I do not know what to do with this life
In this hell in Paradise
I lost my wings and my freedom
Because of the one I have been loving so much
Frozen tears are like my hopes
Slowly they fade from my memory
I really wish I had not existed ever
Nor had thought I could love
I feel so much hatred for those
Who have created my griefs and passions
I cry with pain, it hurts and I'm scared
I wish I could see her again
Although I am yelling, she's not hearing me
Although I am crying, she's not loving me...