I Am Trying

I don't like the way that I talk to you.
So just understand
I'm not really mad.
I'm just trying to act adult.
I'm not acting out in front of you.

I can't stand the way that we play these games.
Can we behave?
I say "We're just digging graves."
So I'll just try to be what you want from me.
But I don't understand.
No, I do not know that man.

For you there is not a single thing I will not do.
So ease up on the reigns.
Empty cups lets fill them up with easy summer rain.
Then drink it down.

I am trying for you.