My Life

When I was young,
I didn't want to live long.
But now I feel dumb.
I feel like it's all gone.

And I don't believe,
What's killing me.
Cause I am already dead.
In my head.

I'm a dreamer,
Who can't seem to sleep.
Yes, I'm a demon who prays when he weeps.
I give up my pride in a second for foresight.
But I've got no alibi, I realize.
Here is my life.

Filling my cup,
With wine makes the brain stop.
Cause being fucked up when you're fucked up makes sense, now.
And I don't believe,
What's killing me.
Cause I have already died.
Here's my life

I'm a dreamer,
Who can't seem to sleep.
Yes, I'm a demon who prays when he weeps.
I give up my pride in a second for foresight.
But I've got no alibi, I realize.
Here is my life.