Anyway

I'm sorry that I'm weak
I'm certain that it's only me
I'm wanting things to be
Only how I pictured them to be

I'm sorry I'll betray
Everything that's brought us here today
I'm wanting you to be
Only how I pictured you to be

I trusted what you had for me
I believed in forever
My mind cannot stop screaming
What the fuck was this anyway

I'm breaking down my faith
How naive for me to sit and wait
When you do not exist
What would make me think that you'd exist

How can I live with this
How much more of my life will I miss out on
For this today
What is it worth to me anyway