10 Seconds

I'm sorry if I hurt you
You know I didn't mean to
And even though I always do
I never see it coming and
I never want to

I'm sorry if I lied to you
I'm sorry if I let you down
I know I've been a disappointment to you
And I'd understand
If you didn't want me around

But I'm
Ten seconds from a nervous breakdown
Ten seconds from losing my mind
In ten seconds you don't want to be around

The grass is always greener
On the other side of man-made walls
The air is always cleaner
And the sun will shine brighter
After heavy rainfall

And these are the craziest days
I've ever known
And these are the scariest times
And lately I haven't been
My own

Hey...I don't want to spend a minute without you