Cuckoo

i was never just an ordinary girl
who underwent a transformation
i always thought i could see the stars
and watch them grow in my hands
"but my mind was bigger than the world
my choice was being born a girl"
when will i ever learn the truth
without the fiction without the friction without the fiction
when it's the same as before
i conquer nothing or all
"but my mind was bigger than the world
my choice was being born a girl"
i like to watch
so nothing can hurt me
i understand
when your patience deserts you
i think i've loved
but i'm not so sure
can someone tell me
what i'm here for
i was never just an ordinary girl
who underwent a transformation
"but my mind was bigger tan the world
my choice was being born a girl"
you deserted me
left me on the street
to be what i would be
you never gave me your time
made me feel dirty and unkind
to feel the way i do about you
has numbed me to all that's beautiful
to feel the way i feel about you
has made me wonder what i have to do
to feel the way i do about you
to feel the way i do about you