Shoe Laces

I'm freaking out
Need a new route
I'm the shame of the family
I'm full of doubts
I'm full of fears
Count up the tears
I keep on aging and aging and
Stacking up all of these years

I need to make a change
Can't live life this way
I need to make a change

From tying my shoes
To tying a nose
Too many choices
What should I choose?
Life is a race
I'm scared to lose
I'm paralyzed
I'm hitting snooze
II need some yellow
Warm up the hue
Been here too long
Just feeling the blues
Everything scares me
I hate the news
The world is ending
So, what is the use

I need to make a change
Can't live life this way
I need to make a change

Growing up I was ashamed of my skin
Now I'm ashamed of my thoughts
Heard beauty comes from within
But my interiors rotten
Feel like a broken machine
Wishing that I was made proper
I'm too blinded by these dreams