Droppin' Another Raver

will you be there for me when this levie breaks,
and all is wash away. taken. for granted.
you, will you be there to pick through the remains.
of the darkest days. when the sun doesn't shine our way?
i remember when you said "i'm here for you, always"
now yr gone. friendship. evaporation.
fell from grace. what. was. i. supposed. to. do????
and my heart cries out, out for help, w/ bleeding soul and broken limbs.
you did this for you, once for her, once for me, now for nothing.
all over sheer contempt over thirty dollars.
you said you weren't that way, and i bought in.
I BOUGHT IN.
and yr the pain, driving this nail into my heart.
pushing. pulling. twisting. and disrespecting.
slicing the veins. over and over again.
with this knife you took and called "love".
wishing. wanting. so bad i can taste.
the blood on yr clothes. i cry.
this waves washing me away. yr laughing. i'm drowning.
and my heart cries out, out for help, w/ bleeding soul and broken limbs.
you did this for you, once for her, once for me, now for nothing.
all over sheer contempt over thirty dollars.
you said you weren't that way, and i bought in.
I BOUGHT IN.
AND. I. FALL. HARDER!!!!!!