Strange Machine

Strange Machine
I was voted "Most Likely To Seethe"
by those who knew little about me.
I had become a strange machine. Lost parts long ago,
that made me make-believe.
Hey! Look there beside you. It means enough to me.
I know you're a special thing.
They say I'm just like you, still you turn me away.
I don't know what's happening.
On the outskirts to search, no self worth found.
We booked a "No-Tell", a shell for our let downs.
I had become a strange machine.
Lost parts long ago, created myself from all I could borrow,
gave to you, a lifetime's worth of sorrow.
Hey! Look there beside you. It means enough to me.
I know you're a special thing.
They say I'm just like you still you turn me away.
I don't know what's happening.
I'll make it without you.(repeat)
There are those that will say, "Yeah, I'll give you my all."
Well, I don't know how much trust to thrust upon them
when they say "Hey, pencil, yeah, pencil me in."
I've never loved anyone who wasn't a friend.
I can't make it without you.(repeat)