Falling Through Decades

Falling through decades
Days blend as one
Can't distinguish day from night
Years burn the skin
Seared by winds of the sun
Consuming the presence of life
What once was distant
Now seems within sight
Filled with an endless void
All that I have built
Soon to collapse
In an instant destroyed

What has become of my life?
What is the meaning?

Minor distractions
Help coat the thought of an end
Cyphon content out of living
Even when enlightend
The meaningless posessed by my being
Useless to ponder, but forget I cannot
Paths covered by debris of deception
Struggle, the path will unveil

What has become of my life
What is the meaning
Deciphering the soul
I do not understand