Grief (deal With Death)

[b]How do I deal with death[b], all I do is cry. To go on with what's left, is it worth another try? Chains are braking, ships are sinking, my heart cries. To cheer my self up I keep on believing my self made lies. I just can't resist, memories crawl inside my head. the pain I have to endure, makes me cry instead.
I cry it out loud, explosions from emotions. Your a part of my soul. Melted into one shield to resist the grief.