Your Cloud 9 (My Hell)

I sit here alone
A ghost has taken your place
I drink and I drink
but I still see your face

Lost in my head
Everything changes beyond these four walls
You are so long gone and high above
but still that word I hate, it calls

I wish I had no heart
No feelings, nowhere to start
These memories that haunt me still
Hurt; in my displeasure you get your fill

I'm just a brand new toy
A sick laugh for a sick mind
My mind fucked; whirlwind
Your acceptance I could not find

Erase, clip the wire