I'm Wrong

Only once in a while do the pages turn Holy Ghost wasting grace

That i haven't earned
My soul explodes and melts away

And now my will is gone
I wanted space from all that things that find me in the dark
I wanna bee old and frail and happy when my time has come
But I don't get what I want –oh no I don't

I go the wrong way
In the fire with Novocain

I don't run anymore
From the wrong I've done
I love a dark place
Like I'm dying to seal my fate I don't need anyone
To feel the wrong I've done

All that i want is someone dear to me to lie and hide the words that hurt

What fools believe we ever get the life that we deserve

I wanna be told "YOU ARE THE EARTH, THE SKY THE SUN ABOVE"
But I don't get what I want – oh no I don't

What makes you think you reached a mountain?
What killed your spirit for as long as you remember?

I'm close enough to you all to save some space in my heart
But I think I waited too long