Beautiful Darkside

The faster I find the bottom
The sooner I turn it around
It seems as though I’ve forgotten just how far down
I can go in an instant
And I can take you there
I can take all my friends and family and I won’t care
‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I try
and I have the most beautiful darkside
I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
‘cause left to my own devices
the beautiful darkside wins
the beautiful darkside wins
always one for a good time
always one for extremes
until the fabric of life starts tearing at the seams
and I can never remember
when it started to turn
I just simply forget all of the things I’ve learned
Someday I will die
Could be today or tonight
The truth Is I’m terrified
That I have wasted time
Have I just wasted time?
‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I try
and I have the most beautiful darkside
I need to find some meaning
Something true to believe in
I’m terrified of seeing
The beautiful darkside win
The beautiful darkside win